Day 21 0f 30.

I will complete this challenge! It's hard to believe all of the things that have happened in 30 days. It started out with finding Amanda Frances, an appointment with Vicky Shaw, Nick's moped accident, and now... reaching the other side. It's almost Easter. I woke up in the middle of the night last night in sheer panic. I had so many racing thoughts... that I am failing as a mother, I am crazy for booking this online class, telling myself all the bad thoughts were true... and then I thought of this photo. I thought of William in the background and how content he looks. I cannot be failing at life if my little boy is happy. I thought of this challenge and the challenges during it, and I thought of the triumphs, as well. Making new friends, changing the way I am doing things, being a better listener and a better partner.

My work is of the highest good. I am well compensated for the work that I do. 

day 21

Day 20 of 30.

So, this 30 day blog challenge has definitely taken on a life of it's own. What started as 30 days of outfits, turned into 10 or so days of selfies, and definitely has not been at all about clothes. Well, not entirely. I failed to send myself the photo from the day, so I actually chose this one off of my computer. It is my favorite that I have taken of Nick's jewelry. I don't know, it reminds me of treasure. Of the Atocha. Of pirates. Of something old. Of something that I know. 

Day 20.

Day 19.

So, I took a break from social media over the weekend. I just felt like I needed to detox and absorb EVERYTHING. I am still in process. The shit that happened with Shaun, this MMM I am doing, the challenge, work, life, home, school, WOW. So, with the new moon, I took a breather. I think I am coming out on the other side of all this.

Happy First Day of Spring.

Day 19.

day 18

Day 18. Sigh. It was a great day. I had so much fun. I am trying to move past the shitty things that have happened. Like... Nick's moped accident. It sucks. I feel like I lost a friend. I am so confused about why this happened and how I feel like I cannot be friends with the person who caused it, anymore. And it is a lifelong friend. It super sucks. Worst of all... I feel like no one cares. I don't know. It feels like such a big deal to me. I know that the whole incident served a purpose. But WTF. Really?! Anyways, today was a great, super, fun day and for that I am thankful. ✌

day 18.

Day 17.

Well, today I ordered a new DSLR camera. I set the intention that it will bring amazing adventures into my life. Where will the camera go with us? Where will it take us? What will it see? Here is my Day 17 picture. Me and my boys. I am finding my faith in the universe again. Like, hey.. I remember you?! Only now, its a million times better because it is HEART CENTERED. Muah. Love to you all. 

Day 17

Day 16. Over the hump.

I think something that I have written is almost ready to posted. I set the intention when I answered the question... "what does marriage mean to me?" that it will be written when it is ready to be written. So, I wrote something up a few days after the question was asked and I said a prayer that this or something else will answer this question for me. I think the one I have already written is the one. The question has answered itself in many ways. 

I thought of my mom and dad a lot today and the example that they have set for me in the most wondrous of ways. Anyways, I think this is a piece to the marriage puzzle. A big piece. I want what they had. They were both such beautiful people. I still, sometimes, can't believe how amazing they both looked and the people that they are. 

I'm tapping into something big! =) 

Day 16

Day 15!

Me and the little ones. We are shifting! I am getting excited for William to start school! I hope and pray that he gets into the school I love. We will know by the end of April/May. How sweet is this picture? We sat outside for a while today. I felt like I just needed to rest. I am also cleaning and organizing the house. We got a new fridge! Woohoo. Our first brand new fridge together. Haha. I love the little things. I am going through an online course right now on manifesting and I am trying to up level all of my limiting beliefs. I definitely feel like this is happening and is not for the weary. I just want peace and love in my life. Anyways, here is my little tribe minus Nick. 

Day 15. HALF WAY!