Friday, May 5, 2017

May the 5th

Hello,

Good morning. We are successfully wrapping up two birthdays and Easter Sunday, today. April was a month long celebration with visits from Mimi and the Easter Bunny =) And we got to doggy sit for Nina (aka Na). It was a super fun month and I officially love Aprils. It was jam packed with lots of food, fun and festivities and we are now getting back to our routines (or what we have of them around here! I try, what can I say.)

April was full of ups and downs, a down being a case of mastitis in my breast from nursing, ow ow ouch. =( But onward we go, and... yep. It hasn't been the easiest year for us but I am learning to trust more and worry less. I am trying to stay present and remember to breathe and then hopefully, each moment won't seem like its flying by me. That seems to be my major hang up lately, time and how fast it is passing me by. But, to change perspective on it... Time is huge and I have a lot of good memories to be made and hopefully not miss many more due to swollen boobs and things like that. Sigh. I am trying to keep my focus on being as happy and healthy as I possibly can be and that just involves healthy eating, meditation, good routines and plenty of rest. I have always battled wearing myself down in the past, but hoping to find better coping mechanisms these days. I appreciate my job for this reason and the insight and supportive environment for my own healing journey. Unfortunately, it has been a rather stressful time since William was born and although super happy and delightful, stressful. Like I said, coping mechanisms are key for me. I will get there, where ever there is, but I hope its filled with less questions and more calm, peaceful moments experiencing what is in front of me and less of what is in my mind. So yeaaa, all that and then some but one day at a time.

I am happy and thankful that my babies had their birthdays and I am now the mom of a two and a four year old. Go us! I look forward to my birthday in just a few short weeks, and our summer here in Key West. It will be hot, but warm weather means warm water= swimming, beach and sunshine. I have Sunday's off now, so I hope this will be full of good things. I am going to try to bring my camera more because I love it!

So, here's to the next chapter BanPan fam! 2, 4, and (almost) 31. 31. I like it. Talk soon.



LUCAS 2ND BIRTHDAY














sad I missed this day but love this photo







EASTER SUNDAY 2017






dad gave mom an easter gift.. a yoga frog lol so cute

william and carson easter sunday 2017

yoga frog!










"And God said, let there be light: and there was light" Genesis 1:3

Williams 4th Birthday


























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